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im such a dork but this movie looks awesome.. [21 Nov 2006|07:53pm]

im such a dork but this movie looks awesome..
"im such a dork but this movie looks awesome.." on Google Video
From HPANA.com

its for the 5th harry potter movie FUCK YOU

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ugh [18 Oct 2006|10:03pm]
well i finally went to the psychiatrist today, not good.. he wants to put me on depakote, its like lithium.. pretty much a really hardcore mood stabalizer, its really scary b/c i need bloodwork done every few months, it can cause liver damage and pancreas damage, and the worst thing is theres a 50% chance i'll gain weight. i'm already self counscious enough i dont want that... its scary, i've never been on a medication that is this serious.. i'm so nervous, i might talkt o him and see if i can do something not as like hardcore as that.. but then again i really do need to get better b/c i'm out of control so i dunno what to do.. this sucks so much, i just wanna be normal! oh and right after i get to work i hear janice telling tommy that i dont pull my weight around the store, i'm slow, and she cant' believe i'm still there... when first of all shes fucking slow b/c shes old and getting alzeimers, i do pull my damn weight, and i cant belive shes still there that bitch needs to fucking retire, go home, and knit a god damn sweater. i'm so SICK of it, i spent 30 minutes in the bathroom crying, then i talked to tommy and he said i need to take more initiative.. whatever i do things w/o having to be told. so this is all bullshit, janice blames EVERYTHING on me, even when she screws up and since theyre so close i'm worried hes going to believe everything she says. i cant get fired, if i do i will be so screwed i will have to kill myself. this just sucks and most of all im nervous about this medication shit. i dunno what to do, i get my first bloodwork done tommarow and then the results come in next week and i see the psychiatrist again.

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holy shit its been like a fucking year since i last updated [30 Sep 2006|02:40pm]
god i doubt anyone even reads my el-jay anymore b/c/ i havent updated in so long and apparently myspace has taken over everything, no one cares about little old lj, its okay tho i do miss it but i look back and realize i basically told my life story on here, i dont like that.. hah, no wonder people think im nuts, oh wellllllllll, so anyway i officially cant make decisions. i think its like the wrost thing tho b/c making decisions is an important thing, but i physically cant, and when i try to make a decision and cant make up my mind i start getting stressed out and then i have a panic attack then sometimes i start screaming or crying or just throw shit. all to make a simple decision such as "should i eat spaghettios or ramen tonight?" or "should i go w/ matt and get fucked up at marcuses or should i go out and do something different?" ANYWAY, i dont care if im writing personal shit on here b/c no one reads this and if you do i'm very sorry. anyway on an even sadder note, last time in therapy me and my therapist have come to the conclusion i have borderline personality disorder, well at least we think so, diagnosing someone w/ a disorder is really hard b/c you never knwo for sure, thats lame. but yeah at least i dont have schizophrenia (sp?) or something liek that, then i'd be a little freaked out hah. but yeah i'm not bipolar which was previously thought so i am happy about that. and if you care enough to look up what it means and then you are freaked out by me, you have no life. anywayyyyyy tommarow is me and matt's 2 year! whoohoo, 2 years of love/hate. its a beautiful thing, if we go the whole day tommarow w/o a fight i will be amazed!

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oh why not.. might as well [21 Dec 2005|07:25pm]

1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? i was drunk so if i made any resolutions i forgot them the next day
2. Who kissed you at midnight? yeah lots of people.. i went on a kiss/make out spree that night w/ everyoone at patrick's party
3. Does it snow where you live? not enough
4. Do you like hot chocolate? yes
5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? nah

1. Who was your valentine in 2005? matthewwwwwww
2. What did your valentine get you? a rose. we werent like really SERIOUS back then. this next valentines day i better get something much better. not to sound like a bitch. but that mothafucker loves me now, no way better to show it then showering me w/ gifts :)
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? hell yeah, i looooooooved dooing that
4. Who have you done a project on for Black History Month? i dont remember
5. Do you care if the ground hog see's its shadow or not? not at all

1. Are you Irish? part irish, and my bday is the day after st patricks day
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? duhhh
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? probably pinched some hot girl's asses who wernet wearing green ooh baby ;) just kidding. .i have no idea. probalby just was psyched b/c my bday was the next day
4. Are you Happy when winter is pretty much over? if it snowed i'll be sad. if it didnt i'll be happy

1. Do you like the rain? i guess.. at times
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? proalby not im not that clever
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? i dont remember
4. Do you celebrate 4-20? i did this past april, buttttttttt i had to work then i went to go see anywhere but here play and then went back to their practice space and smoked, even tho that was after mindight so it wasnt technically 420 anymore. shame.

1. What's your favorite kind of flower? roses. theyre cute and like daisies
2. Do you like the spring? sure
3. Finish the phrase; April showers: brings on sex for hours ;);)
4. What is the first spring color that comes to mind? yellow definiely

1. What year do you graduate from school? 05
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? i think that was the month me, kelli, nicole, rose, heather, steven and bennet all went to wilmington and myrtle beach but that couldve been july
3. Did you realize nothing special happens in June? yeah sure

1. What did you do on the 4th of July? i thinkkkkkkkkk we went to lil brians.. could be wrong
2. Do you go on any vacations during this month? coudlve been that beach trip i mentioned under june
3. Do you Blast the A/C all day? hwhen its hot out yes

1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? probably just got drunk alot..
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? drinking almost every damn night, going out all the time, parties, laying out at the pool
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? yeah sometimes
4. Do you go to the beach? sometimes

1. Did you attend school in '05? i graduated in may 05
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? ms albornoz
3. Do you like fall better than summer? i dont know

1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? i actually really liked being a pin up girl last halloween, it was the hot shit. altho my fishnets got ripped and everyone saw my crotch that night.. and i almoost popped out of erika's dress
2. what's your favorite candy? i dunno i dont really like candy
3. what did you dress up like this year? it was a last miinute thing.. i found a pink wig, a pink shirt, a pink jacket, a pink belt, and pink shoes. and wore lots of pink makeup. so i was a pink person... it was gay but at least i thought of something at the last miinute assholes

1. Whose house did you go to for thanksgiving? i sat at the aparmtent w/ my sister.
2. Do you love stuffing? no
3. What are you thankful for? im not a very thankful person. im not a bitch, just not thankful for much..

1. Do you celebrate Christmas? um yeah
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? i dont know...
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? money.. clothes.. jewerly.. cute jackets.. cute shoes
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? i dunno.. when i was a little kid i got shitloads of presents tho and =that was enjoyable. espseically when i ended up having over 100 barbie dolls and 5 barbie houses and like 8 barbie cars and a whole room that we kept it all in and it was the barbie room, used for nothing else but the pleasure me and my sister had playing w/ our barbies all damn day. i'm sorry that ended up being wayyyyyyyyyy tooo long of an answer and really stupid

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[21 Dec 2005|07:06pm]
in case no one has seen.. this is me and my kitty pus pus, shes like a month and a half old. shes a little bitch.. click here Read more...Collapse )

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hmm [06 Dec 2005|01:07am]
i havnet updated in forever......... i dunno why. livejournal lost its flame to me i suppose. basically things have been fucked up lately. i wont go into any detail but its hard to trust people, and its easy to hate people. at least for me. i have a new person i truly hate. anyway thats about all. work is going alright. the coworkers and i have become close. so its all good. goodbye

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this is the cutest [10 Nov 2005|09:43pm]
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i just love how his face looks, its so adorable hah

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survey and a cute picture.. [06 Oct 2005|05:41pm]
isnt this cute.. heather, mandy and me at mandy's pimps and hoes partay
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now heeres the damn survey..

a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: yes very
what do you do when you're mad?: lots of things hah, i yell at people and soemtimes try and hit/slap/pinch them
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: ehh we wont get into that
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: yes
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: yes
do you curse when you're mad?: yes

c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: ehh probably sometime this week
ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes
ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes
do you cry when you get an injury?: yes
do certain songs make you cry?: yes
can you make yourself cry?: yes in like a second, i rock at it

p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: pretty much anything having to do w/ my mom, her living situations, her and her boyfriend, her bad decisions, her being poor
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: ehh i dunno
ever had a painful break up?: no
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: what
how depressed can you get?: extremely depressed
do you inflict pain on yourself?: too personal of a question

h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: no
what can make you happy?: getting drunk, partying, friends
do you wish you were happier?: yes
what makes you the happiest?: i already said
is being happy overrated?: no
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: yes
can music make you happy?: sometimes

l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: never
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: no
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: ehh no
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: no
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: dont think so
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no

h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: cal
ever made a hit list?: no
have you ever been on a hit list?: who knows
are you a mean bully?: YEAH I BREAK BITCHES FOR BREAKFAST hahhh
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: um i guess
do you hate George Bush?: yes

s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: usually unless im wearing alot of makeup and a cute outfit and my hair looks good
do you believe in yourself?: no
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: if i think i look ugly at the time
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: no but i mean i sometimes feel like it. but eveyrone does
are you happy with who you are?: no
do you wish you can be someone else?: god yes

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hmm [02 Oct 2005|02:20pm]
well i've been reading my lj friends page and happened to notice yesterday was erikas birthday and that made me think... her birthday party was the night i met matt. which means i met matt exactly one year ago yesterday and we hit it off that night. i guess thats cute, kinda lame tho b/c we had many breakups and shit since then and i'd only considre the past like 5 months a real relationship, but oh well w'ere celebrating our knowing each other for one year shit tonight. which means i get a good dinner hah. and who knows what else. and the girls next door is on tongiht which is pretty awesome i must say.. hah

oh and heres this cool thing..
You are a

Social Liberal
(71% permissive)

and an...

Economic Liberal
(35% permissive)

You are best described as a:


Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

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a survey thenn 2 awesome pics.. i stole from mandyyy of the girls [26 Sep 2005|06:04pm]
god everyones doing this!!

Kathleen Elizabeth Kiser's Aliases

Your movie star name: Cheetos Wayne

Your fashion designer name is Kathleen Nigga

Your socialite name is Weeny Hollywood

Your fly girl / guy name is K Kis

Your detective name is Cat Fuck It

Your barfly name is Chips Beer

Your soap opera name is Elizabeth Gettysburg

Your rock star name is Reeses Bee

Your star wars name is Katbel Kismat

Your punk rock band name is The Bored Shot Glass

now click here bitches for the pictures

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ehh thing [24 Sep 2005|05:13pm]
20 years ago I... (1985)
1. wasnt born yet

10 years ago I... (1995)
1. was 8 years old
2. i was a happy little kid
3. i was adorable hah

5 years ago I... (2000)
1. was 13 years old
2. started wearing alot of makeup
3. had bleach blonde hair

3 years ago I... (2002)
1. was 15
2. never went to school
3. i tried to be somoene i wasnt

1 year ago I... (2004)
1. was 17
2. started drinking more often
3. started making more friends

So far this year I... (2005)
1. am 18
2. have had horrible things happen
3. acutally am in a real relationship

Yesterday I...
1. worked for 9 and a half hours. horrible.
2. went to jakies
3. saw a fight but was too drunk to know who was actually fighting.. it suckkked

Today I...
1. woke up
2. am confused about the party
3. will go to mandys party (well thats tonight)

Tomorrow I will...
1. work, ew
2. probably go to matts
3. i dunno

In the next year I will...
1. hopefully have an aparmtnet
2. hopefully still have a job
3. hopefully make new friends (not that i dont like the ones i have now, i just wnat more) esepically girl friends

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survey shit [19 Sep 2005|07:05pm]

A fun survey to put in your LJ

Created by PNutButtas and taken 1031 times on Bzoink

~*All About You*~
What is your name?kathleen
When were you born?wilmington, nc
Where do you live?cary
Are you male of female?female
How tall are you?5'8 ish
What color hair do you have?brown
Is it your real hair color? If not what is?brown
Do you have glasses/contacts?no
What color are your eyes?blue/green
If you are a male...do you have any facial hair?
What is your ethnic background?im german/irish
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?yes
If so...what is thier name?matt
If you do not have a partner do you have a crush?
Are you or have you ever been in love?yes
What is your religion?atheist
Do you have any nicknames?kiser, kath, kat
Do you play any sports?no
What are your hobbies?partying, dancing, drinking, sleeping, cuddling hah
~*Either/ Or*~
McDonalds Or Burger King?bk
Chicken or Beef?both
Dogs or Cats?cats
White chowder or Red chowder?ew
West coast or East coast?east coast!
English or Math?english
Pants or Shorts?pants
Sweatshirts with hoods or sweatshirts without hoods?hoods
Salty or Sweet?salty
Fluff or Jelly?jelly
Summer or Winter?winter
Hot dogs or Hamburgers?hotdogs
Football or Baseball?football
French Fries or Onion rings?french fries
Contacts or Glasses?glasses
Coffee or Tea?tea
Soda or Juice?soda
Skiing or Swimming?swimming
Rings or Bracelets?bracelets
~*When is the last time you...*~
Talked on the phone?ehhhh earlier today
Laughed?this afternoon
Hugged someone?this afternoon
Kissed someone?this afternoon
Told someone you loved them....and meant it?last night
Ate?just like 2 minutes ago
Danced?saturday night at a party
Rode a roller coaster?a long ass time ago
Went out to dinner?last night w/ the tuttle family hah
Swam in the ocean?last thurdsay night, well i dindt swim in it, i ran around drunk in it
Went to a concert?its been quite a while unfortunately
Bought yourself something new?its been a long time :(
Worked?ehh a long time hah
Played a board game?wow who knows
Went to a party?saturday night
Saw your best friend?today, i consider matt my best friend too
Saw a shooting star?acutaly like last week
Got nervous/happy butterflies?i dont remmeber
~*Do You...*~
Like to cook?no
Have any piercings?yes
How about tattoos?no
Do you drink?yes
Do Drugs?very rarely
Have cable/satellite televison?cable
Go to school?no
Actually like school?-
Like to read?sometimes
Like to play video games?sometimes
Eat vegetables?sometimes
Eat seafood?never
Have the ability to curl your tongue?yes
Like to shop?when i have money
Like to go to clubs?yes
Like to dress up?yes
Do you or did you go to school dances?in middle school
Like your job (if you have one)?well i start tommaorw. hopefully i like it
~*Which one of your friends...*~
Do you have the most memories with?probably sarah or my sister
Do you have the most in common with?i dunno. probably m y sister
Is the loudest?they all can be hah but probably all the girls
Is the most attractive?i cant say hah
Is the funniest?theyre all funny
Do you trust the most while in the car?matt
Do you trust the least while in the car?probably rose haha
Do you tell the most secrets to?matt
Has told you the most secrets?steph
Makes you nervous?ehh i dunno
Has the biggest wardrobe?hah i dunno.. that might be me
Has the nicest car?hmmm i dunno, brians van is pretty pimp tho haha
Is always late?oh god hah lots of people
Is always happy?rose is probably happy the most
Is the most hyper?all of us when we're drunk hah
Has the worst taste in the opposite sex?hmm i wont say haha
Is the smartest?hmm haha i dunno w'ere not a group of a students
Is the most photogenic?probably heather or beka
Has the best job?ehhhh i dunno
~*Ouick thoughts to ponder*~um hah
What came first the chicken or the egg?i dunno..
Is the glass half empty or half full?i hate to say it but to me half empty
Describe your perfect date:out to eat, to a party and getting wasted, then back to the bedroom
Describe your ideal vacation spot:the beach
What are some qualities you'd like your significant other to have?caring, affectionate, fun, likes to party
Describe your dream job:doing nothing and getting piad for it
Describe your dream ride?ride?
If you could be anywhere in the world right now where would you be?far away
If you could speak to one person dead or alive who would it be?thats a toughy
If you could be anyone or anything in the world what would it be?someone rich and famous and beautiful
Why did you take this survey?boredom

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stolen from jessie [12 Sep 2005|05:34pm]
L A S T:
01. Last Cigarette: like 20 minutes ago
02. Last Kiss: last night
03. Last Cry: last night
05. Last Movie Seen In a Theater: god i dont even remember.. probably war of hte worlds
06. Last Book Read: harry potter and the halfblood prince
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: youre an asshole
08. Last Beverage Drank: sprite
09. Last Food Consumed: pizza
11. Last TV Show Watched: maury
12. Last Time Showered: this afternoon
13. Last Shoes Worn: my flip flops
14. Last CD played: afi sing the sorrow
15. Last Soda Drank: sprite
16. Last Thing Written: a letter to matt haha im a dork
17. Last Words Spoken: bye
18. Last Annoyance: old woman at dillards
19. Last Time Scolded Someone: last night
20. Last Web Site Visited: ...livejournal

B O D Y:
01. Piercings: 4 , 3 in ears, 1 in nose
02. Tattoos: none
05. Hair color: brown, hopefully to be dyed soon
06. Eye color: blue/green it changes
07. Siblings: sister-stephanie

L A S T . . .
01. Movie you rented: damn i dont remember..
02. Movie you bought: ehhhhhh i have no clue
03. Song you listened to: silver and cold- afi
05. CD you bought: its been a while b/c i've been broke so i dunno
07. Person you've called: matt
08. Person that's called you: my dad unfortunately
10. Person you were thinking of: i dunno
11. Friend(s) you made: i dont remember..

01. You have a crush on someone: yeah duh
02. You wish you could live somewhere else?: god yes
03. You think about suicide: sometimes but im sure everyone does
04. You believe in online dating?: no
05. Others find you attractive: i dunno
06. You want more of: money
07. You drink: yes
08. You do drugs: nah
09. You smoke: yeah
10. Like cleaning: no
11. You like roller coasters: i've only been on like 2 in my life
12. You write in cursive or print: print

F O R *O R *A G A I N S T...
01. Long distance relationship: against
02. Teenage smoking: for i guess, i mean do it if you want
03. Doing drugs: for if you want to
04. Premarital sex: sure
05. Driving drunk: ehh depends the circumstances. i know its bad tho
06. Soap operas: i dont care

H A V E Y O U . . .
01. Ever cried over a female/male: yeah
02. Ever lied to someone: yes
04. Ever been in a fistfight: kinda
05. Ever been arrested: no

W H A T...
01.what shampoo do you use: tresseme
02. Shoes do you wear: flipflops
03. Are you scared of: heights, all bugs, spiders, becoming homeless, beeing poor my whole life, ending up like my mom, being murdered, being raped, being robbed, being tortured, my mom being murdered by you know who, and many other things. im quite paranoid you could say

01. Of times you have been in love? 1
O2.f times you have had your heart broken? 0
03.Of drugs taken illegally: ehh lots of prescription drugs, pot, coke, hash, and i dunno what else. nothing too bad tho
05. Of people you consider your enemies? 1
06. Of scars on your body? eh dont worry about it
07. Of things in your past that you regret? too many

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[28 Aug 2005|06:10pm]
if ANYONE knows somewhere my mom could stay for a while till she gets back up on her feet, for either really cheap or free i'd appreciate it so much and when im rich and famous i'll buy you a car.. shes not a bad person at all, shes really sweet and wont bother anyone, i just need to make sure she has somewehre to be for a little while. or if anyone can help out in any way just let me know b/c i honestly cant really do anything..

and this right now is the most important thing to me.

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[21 Aug 2005|06:05pm]
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i love [19 Aug 2005|12:59am]
i love matt, beka, heather, steven, scottie p, mike, marwan, and keegan. ya'll are fucking awesome. and fuck all the drama bullshit and dramatic people <3

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dis shyte [16 Aug 2005|06:02pm]
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beka got one so i decided to too [13 Aug 2005|05:58pm]

my pet!

everyone get one damnit!

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fuck you if you dont want to reada bout me bitching THEN DONT READ THIS [11 Aug 2005|03:48pm]
right now i fucking hate my life so much. i cant think of one good thing going on w/ me. NOTHIGN. nothing good in my life right now. everything is so fucked up. all i do when im at home by myself (like now) is cry. b/c i jstu think about stuff and how unfair life is and i cant help but cry. i want to move away or something. i dont care what. ijust cant deal w/ this shit anymore

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2 pictures. [10 Aug 2005|06:04pm]
stole these from people but i know i overreacted at the girls yesterday but everything is cool w/ us so heres a picture of us
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beka, mandy, rose, nicole, me

then heres an old picture of me and rose at a show
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